i am neurotic.

If can’t seem to put my mind on rest if the label I’ve written on a CD/DVD if not perfectly symmetrical. If the words gets distorted while writing then I feel like destroying the DVD altogether. This way sometimes I have to use 3 or 4 DVD’s to write the same data.

When someone coughs or sneezes around me, I try my best to avoid that little area of floating “viruses”, even if its been minutes since the person sneezed. I would also avoid the direction of their breathing, thinking that harmful bacteria is still in their breath.

I have to shower at night and night only. Even if I come home at four in the morning, and am exhausted/drunk/whatever, I will shower. I get freaked out if I sleep without showering, thinking that my pillow and bed will get gross and dirty. On that same note, I don’t like other people in my bed unless I know they are clean, or they have their own sheets.

Everything has a place. If something is moved out of its place, it must be returned to its place as soon as it is not in use. For instance, if you get something out of the refridgerator, it must be returned to its exact same place. Otherwise, it may be lost to others. It…JUST PUT IT BACK WHERE IT MUST GO, OK!

Whenever a date has (Month,Day) and NO year, I freak out. I wonder “May nine of this year? Last year? 10 years ago?” I need a full date!

I can’t drink or swallow anything laying down or walking. I HAVE to sit up or stop walking, or I’m just sure I will die of choking.

every time i go to put on chapstick i NEED to touch it to my tongue twice before i put it on.

When I’m at a sit down restaurant and I’m in a booth with more than 2 people, I have to sit on the inside. Even if i show up late, make someone move so i can sit on the inside. I always feels like i’m falling off of the seat if i’m on the outside or that i will trip a waitress walking by.

I cannot sleep unless I fold my pillows to put my head higher. They don’t have to be perfectly in half, but I need to feel the height and the crease alongside my face. I’ve tried using multiple pillows to get my head to the right height, but then I end up folding the top pillow anyway.

i am completely afraid of falling asleep in class. i worry that all my muscles will relax too much and will fart as i fall asleep, and when i wake up everyone will be laughing at me.