i am neurotic.

i am obsessed with dates; not “romantic” dates, but literally days of the month. i must start or stop something on a specific date and i will make dates significant by adding and subtracting the days together so they can equal or come out to a number used in the date. crazy thing is: i hate math.

Every day I go on the computer and check the same socializing websites I go on all the time: Facebook, deviantART, or Gmail. I check them every three minutes to see if someone has said anything to or about me. If I don’t see anything there, I usually feel a bit sad and hope someone will say something in a few minutes following.

Whenever I watch a show that portrays a woman giving birth, I have to hold my breath when she pushes. I feel like it will help her push more quickly.

Whenever I am on the internet, my page has to be scrolled to a certain point so that NO text or pictures are cut off. Everything I am reading and/or looking at has to fit perfectly on the page.

Every time I enter a supermarket, or any entrance with electric slidingdoors, I snap my fingers in a rather demanding, arrogant way. Just before the doors make way for my entrance. I’ve been doing it for years now, i don’t even notice it anymore.