When I was little I thought I was being followed by a hidden camera crew. It made me very paranoid when I was doing something bad, even if I was completely alone. Once I hid under my bed to eat a cookie I had stolen so the camera people wouldn’t see. I have no idea where this came from. It went away around age 9.
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In my head, I imagine that I have ‘camera views.’ These ‘views’ are activated by me thinking (or saying, if i’m alone) something along the lines of ‘view 12, see me and hear what i can, in 3, 2, 1.’ Each view has different people in it, and as the view is activated I imagine those people can see me, like in a movie or home video. Sometimes I change it so it’s as if they can see through my eyes, and sometimes the activation doesn’t work so I have to repeat it. Also, I keep adding new views with different people. I’m currently on view 42.
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